Finally my energy has arrived. I’m actually starting to feel better and like this whole sober thing may actually be worth it. Instead of crashing out after I get the kids home from pickup I’ve been doing things. Actual things. Like making kombucha, cooking home cooked meals, laundry, school admin, tidying up, nagging children to do homework (they are thrilled with this one), watering plants etc. Not interesting things, but Things nonetheless.
Also feel a bit better able to focus on work rather than working for five minutes and randomly staring into space for 15, then spending 10 mins on Facebook then starting on a completely different task than the original one before remembering said original task. I’ve been pomodoro-ing and being productive and shit. So I feel good, not pink cloud good but content and calm and like things are vaguely under control. I even tentatively went back to the gym yesterday go me.
Double figures tomorrow!
No More Wineing 